well. out of no where im posting on tumblr. what is the main purpose of tumblr supposed to be besides having one of those stupid names thats trying to be clever with its mis-spelledness, and only succeeds in making me slightly nauseous?

am i supposed to post random pictures? blog? well….i am a dissapointment with both those things.

i have an amazing ability at destroying laptops faster than the normal geek, it seems i am always having an ongoing battle with things being stuck under my keys preventing me from speedy communication. today it is my tab key, and the letters E,K, and most annoyingly A. also, my space bar dissapeared into the abyss many months ago, along with one of my shift keys. ah….laptop, you were but a baby a year ago, and already ive forced you into pre-mature old age. but i paid a pretty penny for you, so your stuck with me until your last key falls off and your screen breaks apart…..just like my last laptop which i rescued with duct-tape, until you came into my life.

ahhh today, all im full of is complaints and the overwhelming desire to sleep so deep i dont even have to deal with my dreams.

i suppose i could use this time while waiting for my sleeping pills to finally rescue me, to type about some of the exciting things i have experienced since i last posted. which was a long time ago…hmm…things like, new piercings, many fun times with la carmina, dir en grey, cradle of filth, and everything else i have been up to. but. tonite is the night of ultimate depression attack, so the good things are just filling me with resentment for my normal daily exisitance so those happy things will have to wait. and now a smoke break is necessary.

well! that just made me even more disgusted with life. not only do smokes have the unpleasant side effect of blackening my lungs, but they also force me out into the revolting cold of winter. and, to make it even more disgusting i was greeted by an unusually large spider. however it was sneaky enough to be just outside my 5 foot kill range so i retreated inside and now im uneasy. im confident i will have to confonfront the thing inside my house at some inconvienent time. ugh.

this blog is only going to continue down a path of rants that are bubbling up in my mind. so its best to stop.

sadness has stuck twice since my return from the hospital the other week. first, i came home to two of my snails being dead (aquarium snails) my apple snail, and one of my albino trapdoor snails T_T

welcome home huh?

and then, one of my fancy goldfish died. i was deeply saddened! it was actually quite spooky~! i came home from work that night, at 12:30 am, and fed all fish as normal….then about an hour later, i passed by the tank, to see my lovely goldfish novala, belly up, swirling around in the current of the filter. but, as sad as it was, it was an elegant display of color and fins….it creeped me out….and i have been through pets dying before, so its not something new to me. anyways, i scooped her up and flushed her down the toilet.

well, in honour of my dead fish, i finally named my beloved ringtail taxidermy. also, i found my bracelet from my graduation. thus, my ringtail has a name and a new collar.

the lovely novala

elegant yes?

while im speaking of my taxidermy, i have yet another little friend who still remains nameless. a charming little bunny, just waiting for its name! can anyone help this little fellow?!?

please, if you can, help me with a name?

anyways, i have been working on adding stuff to my online store on my website. i have my cat stationary up, and ill be adding some more stationary tonite. in the next few days i want to get everything on there, which will include clothes, accessories, and many cute things! i’ll be sure to post on here when its finished!

now, i’m off to do some things around my house, then para para for an hour, and try to get to bed before daylight~!

and, just because, a picture of some of my perfume collection~

Hello~!

i went on a wonderous journey to seattle with the lovely La Carmina this last weekend.

i’ll be posting my own report on the trip soon, after La Carmina posts hers.

check out her latest blog post for exciting stuff about part of our trip

the concert report etc. is soon to follow

what i can say right now is, it was a weekend full of FUN, fashion, jrock, absinthe, burlesque/acrobatics, and shopping!

also, i bought a few items while we were out exploring seattle.

including: cute kamio stickers with shiny candy and bunnies, 2 issues of Deco Alice, 4 cute strawberry sweets cellphone charms, a few items from Daiso, and a big jar of jelly candies shaped like a strawberry person!

thats all i can say for now, but for sure there will be a gigantic post coming at you soon with all my crazy ramblings about the trip!

but don’t forget to check out La Carmina’s report, and you’ll be able to read her next post about the concert/other seattle fun really soon!

goodevening~!

today, i was having trouble occupying myself since i got up so early…9am! i never get up before 3pm, unless i am forced :(

i decided to finally use my blue hair dye thats been sitting around for a couple months.

here’s a couple pics i took after i curled it a bit, im gonna give my layers a trim tomorrow, so i can properly flip it out or curl it.

also, i was very pleased to find that my new dress arrived today in the mail

want to see?!?! of course you do!!!

here’s a quick mirror shot!

i’ll always be gothic at heart….but, i cannot resist a strawberry, especially when its sweet lolita style~!! *^o^*

*see my bedspread there? its antique from italy made around 1940* haha

guess thats all i have to talk about right now~! 

my two newest additions, the foxes~! they may look similar but they both have the cutest expressions!! the one on the left is kinda gentle and calm looking, and the one on the right is wide-eyed and surprised~! cute cute!!

well, hopefully i will use this!

my life is boring, but perhaps i will find a few sprinkles of excitement that will be of interest to someone on this huge internet world…